Monday, June 23, 2008

Holding a Candle up to my Hand, Making me Feel so Incredible


...And then it was over.

I've been home for a whopping 3 days now. Had some mild culture shock on Saturday when I drove to get bagels with Emma... just weird to be back in a place that moves so fast after living without a planner or legitimate cell phone for five weeks. It's good to be back, though, on some levels. Traveling around so much at such a pace was taxing and I still feel like I'm catching up on sleep. I'm jet lagged like it's nobody's business, waking up at 5 or 6am and crashing hard around 1030 every day. As much as the food there was great in terms of tasting, it was heavier than I'm used to and Jamba Juices are now greatly appreciated (my dad called me a porker the first day back. Probably should get some exercise).

My memories of Well, my friends, my travels are so clear in my mind... It's odd and sad to know they'll start to fade soon. I loved this trip more than I can begin to describe. Simply existing in some of the places I saw aside, these weeks were so inspiring and taught me a lot about myself and the world around me. I can't wait to get back there. The woman who runs the program in Holland warned me how addictive traveling can be. I didn't get to Berlin, Prague, Dublin, or Brussels... But I'm dying to hit them up and get a closer look at Paris, London, and Barcelona.

In terms of studies, I really ended up liking the courses I took. No word on grades yet, but the Art History component of the lesson really fostered a love for museums in me. While I don't know that I learned all I really needed to about photography, I at least managed to get some decent pictures and somewhat of a handle on Adobe Photoshop. Nerdy, sure, but I like school, and I'm glad I got an extra five weeks of it in for the summer.

I'm sad to think of ending this blog... it was fun to relay my goings on to back home and nice to get all the messages and emails in return. Thanks so much for following along, here's hoping life brings me another noteworthy adventure sooner rather than later.

All my love,
Steph

Thursday, June 19, 2008

There's Always Something Else on my Mind


Last day in the castle. Woke up early to finish my keynote on my first and last self portraits. Thinking of home is exciting. Not quite sure what the rest of the summer has to offer... To be honest, I think any season would look a little bleak after hopping around Europe. Just ate lunch and I've got the last class where we present our photos and compare and contrast them to another photo (mine is with the Annie Leibovitz portrait of John Mayer). I always wonder how many more times I have to pack to fly across a country before I get any remnant of a skill set at it. More pictures and blogging to come tonight, I hope.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Drifting Through the Scenery








Some Paris pictures. On a side note, Mom, it still isn't too late for you to come meet me on Friday out here and we can travel a bit.... :)

When Everybody Loves You, You Should Never Be Lonely

http://youtube.com/watch?v=c2WfyC8VTzU

Clip of Counting Crows playing at a festival in the Netherlands. One of my RAs was there. He said Adam Duritz is a "fool onstage". I beg to differ. If I don't see them play this summer, life is meaningless.

Monday, June 16, 2008

An Idiot Walking a Tightrope




Photos from the day trip to London. Spent most of the time in the National Gallery looking at paintings, and the rest of it in an amazing store that only exists in London. Longest day of my life, I'm still recovering from the lack of sleep. Definitely need to get back to London. The day made me miss Halie Danielle Nicolosi almost more than I can bear.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Just Leonardo Passing Days with a Mona Lisa


Just walked in the door of the castle. I think that by now, this place is so associated in my mind with becoming unlost that I will probably have a monster freak out when I leave.

I was lost for most of the time I was in France. My lostness began when we (two guys from the program and I) first set out on a maze of train switches. We switched trains four or five times just to get to Paris. Train schedules are hard to read in Dutch (which, by the way, I am convinced is someone's idea of a joke: taking German and throwing in gibberish sounds). We finally get to Paris around 12pm and I reach to find my cell phone to call our other friend who came a day early and is already in the hotel when I realize I have left my cell phone on my bed in the castle. And I'm the only one who has her number. But only in my phone. We do know the name of the hotel (Hotel Garden) but have no clue where it is located because none of us foresaw that I would be a huge idiot and not bring the one tool we need to stay unlost.

First impression of Paris after leaving the train station though is stunning. The streetlights lit up this beautiful little street with restaurants and bars that were hopping even that late into the night. So, we wander around trying to find a hotel that knows of our hotel or someplace that has WiFi where we can use my laptop to find our friend's cell phone number. Oh, and between the three of us we have one cell phone that is low on minutes and close to running out of power.

We finally find a Mecca of free internet and Americanism (McDonald's) and a McFlurry and a phone call to our friend make us happy. We arrive at our hotel via taxicab and come into our room which, aside from smelling quite peculiar, consists of 4 twin beds crammed into a small room, essentially making one big row of beds. And both of the boys we were with snored. We thus make our way out of Lost #1.

We wake up early Saturday to eat a nice breakfast (yay for the first of many crepes and mimosas to come over the weekend) and plan our day of mostly sight seeing events. Take the Metro to the Louvre. That is by far the coolest museum I can ever hope to imagine. But also monstrous. Not wanting to waste our only whole day in Paris indoors, we plan to see the major attractions, plus a couple of pieces we'd discussed in our art history class. We couldn't really get close to the Mona Lisa. Obviously it's cool to see her in real life, and no reproduction does that ambiguous expression any justice, but all four of us agreed that it was odd that she is arguably the best known piece of art in the world... That one hall of huge, elaborate paintings had more pieces that moved me than DaVinci's girl. Cupid and Psyche was great. I adored that hall with Greek/Roman antiquity pieces. The Venus di Milo was breathtaking. The Nike takes the cake, though. Coming up the stairs upon that monstrous thing was unbelievable; I had no idea how big she was.

The Notre Dome is undeniably beautiful, but it is simply not the best one I've seen yet. I know, I know, I'm a huge church snob now... But it just wasn't. Not as tall as some I've seen and the side chapels are very simple. While I love the gothic architecture, some of the earlier houses of worship in Belgium were just way more stunning. Anyways, one of the guys and I sat down to people watch, sketch, and listen to the organ near the alter and fifteen minutes later, you guessed it, Lost No. 2. Alessandra and Dan are nowhere to be seen. We wait outside of the church for 45 minutes (we are the two without cellphones or room keys, as luck would have it), grab crepes, and decide to go along with day without them. We aimed for the Eiffel Tower, and ended up in the 6th. Sat in the Luxembourg Gardens for a while. Lovely beyond belief, and great weather, too. We try to find the Arc de Triumph, but being Lost for a 3rd time got in the way, so we walked all along the Seine all the way back to the Louvre until we saw the Eiffel Tower in the distance and decided to walk towards it.

Heights scare the life out of me. But since we got there just as the sun was setting, we decided to go all the way up to the top. Terrifying. But seeing the city stretch out for miles and miles like that was so perfect and necessary. It is, of course, wildly touristy, with 15 euro glasses of champagne at the top. I had to close my eyes in the elevator to keep from noting how much further and further away the ground got from under me. Way amazing.

Finally got back to the hotel around 10:30 that night after another round of crepes, and luckily the other pair were in the room. Unlost.

We checked out early this (Sunday) morning and spent the day wandering the Champs Elysees doing some window shopping. Headed over to grab a train around 3, only to find that the train wouldn't get us home until 6am the next day. We were vagabonds on trains for hours and hours, playing our iPods and playing Rummy 500 to pass the time. When I get home on Friday I am going to sleep for one dozen days. A baker's dozen, even.

It's funny, being lost in Europe seemed the absolute worst case scenario before coming here. And while my instincts definitely tell me "Be afraid! Cry!" I'm pleasantly surprised with how easy it is to take a breath, be a little annoyed things aren't working out flawlessly, and readjust accordingly. All in all, loved Paris. It is easy to see how so many people fall in love there and fall in love with that city. Like I said, I was lost and confused for most of the mere 2 days I was there, but I'm glad we went. It's nice to have a point of reference for all the Paris talk that flies around. Bummed I missed the Arch and the Latin Quarter and could have done with a Picasso Museum, but all in all it was a nice little taste of Paris. I'm going to go sleep for a year now.

Where do we disappear into

I am at McDonald's in Paris at the moment. Why am I wasting time in the beautiful City of Lights? Because McDonald's is the only place around with free WiFi and internet is necessary at the moment while me, Rob, and Dan figure out how to get unstranded in Paris. Which we are. No trains until tonight which means we won't get into Amsterdam until 1230 which means no more trains or taxis to take us to Well. No worries, it isn't terrible or scary... just... not thrilled about having to wait 5 hours in a train station without sleeping. Tomorrow may very well be miserable and tired and grouchy. Paris is the coolest, more to come when I am unlost.

Uncle Mike, sorry no phone call for father's day... thinking about you guys a ton. Miss and love to the family, love you, Godfather :)

Dad: You are the best I can't tell you how many times this weekend (also, the entire trip) I stopped and wished you were here to see things with me. Thanks for holding me so much as a baby, it has made all the difference. Sorry no phone call, we'll make it up with seeing The Hulk this weekend. Miss and love you.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Dark Italian Underground

I have great memories of Venice, Italy. We flew out of Cologne, Germany and landed in Marco Polo (yes, we played the game there) Airport around 11:30 that night. We stepped out of the baggage claim and the night was humid and muggy. The hotel we stayed in was actually not on the island of Venice, but a small island a mile or two out called Lido. Lido was this adorable little beachy town that was so small you could walk across it lengthwise in about 15 minutes. Anyways, got to the hotel and it was old and quaint and the room me and my roommate shared was TINY. We could hardly walk around in it and even though we had two twin beds, the only way they could fit is if they were pushed practically together.

That first night in Lido was fun. By the time we'd settled in it was almost 1am, but we were starving, so we went in search of pizza and ended up at some bar/cafe where I had my first Italian gelato. It poured rain and was easily 95 degrees out at 2am. The amount of gelato consumed by me in Italy is quite disgusting. I essentially lived off of frutti di bosco (blackberry) and fragola (strawberry). On average, I'd say 3 scoops a day. I am ruined. I will forever turn up my nose at Ben and Jerry's from now on. Love that gelato.

Let's see, I was in Italy for about a week, took a water taxi into Venice every morning. The rides in and out were my favorite parts of the day. Imagine the T, only a freaking gorgeous view and beach smell. The little islands off the coast drift by and the weather is warm and usually sunny... not a bad commute at all. We spent most of our time in churches, San Marco, the doge's palace... The art and architecture there is incomparable to anything I've ever seen. Venice has a unique history of being part of the Byzantine empire (which accounts for most of the Eastern influences) and so the most of the churches are way ornate, covered in gold and have the appearance of a mosque or other Eastern house of worship. It's hard to be in a place like a hundreds of years old church and see the amount of art, time, and money people devoted to making their church beautiful and not be moved to think about religion and why humans worship to the point of obsession at times.

We had dessert and drinks at the house of the woman who runs the whole castle program. Day trip to Saint Athony's Cathedral in Padua. Saw San Marco flooded, reflecting the lights of the city. Beach day full of women who have no reservations about getting tan everywhere.

I can't tell you how much I loved this trip. Venice is maybe my favorite part of the whole program... it was so amazing to get to know and live in a place for more than a couple of days.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

There's a Piece of Maria in Every Song that I Sing









Venice photos. These don't even begin to do justice to that amazing city.

You Can't Count On Me

I win the award for worst blog upkeep. I have so much to type, so many pictures to share, but now I'm in my final week and one half :( of the session so the work is piling up. Plus last night HOLLAND DOMINATED THE DEFENDING WORLD CUP CHAMPS IN ITALY TO WIN THE GAME 3 ZERO!!! So... things have been busy here. I have a ten page paper that I'm trying to get done this week in the midst of flying to London for 12 hours before I leave for Paris on Friday.

So.

Needless to say, it's hard to find time to sit. Except right now when i should be reading about 15th century Flemish Primitive artists and portraiture. Which I'm going to go do. The possibility of me selling my soul for money to buy a little dutch cottage with a horse in the yard and never coming home is getting more and more likely.

Love to Dad, who feels neglected. And also Jill who would get a kick out of this whole ridiculous experience.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Saturday, June 7, 2008

I May Take a Holiday in Spain



I am back in the castle. "Why," you may be asking yourself, "would Stephanie be in Holland when she is scheduled to stay in Barcelona for another night?"

After a lovely stay in Venice (more blogging and photos of that trip soon than you will probably ever care to read and see) my friend Alessandra and I flew to Spain for our 4 night trip to Barcelona. When we had made the reservations a week or two ago, we were also traveling with one of our guy friends. He changed his plans last minute in Venice. We got into Spain around 8pm on Wednesday, dropped our bags at our hostel and went to wander the city and grab dinner.

A word on the hostel: definitely a cool experience to stay in a youth hostel. Kids travel from all over (we met Canadians, Americas, Aussies, and a couple of Swedish boys) and it's a really neat way to make friends to go out with in foreign cities. Yet, I've also never been one for roommates, so the slamming around drunk at 4am didn't quite sit well with me. All in all though, I'm glad we tried it.

Anyways, the first night out at dinner, some boys walked up to my friend and started grabbing her and trying to kiss her... The waitress came out and yelled at them to leave us alone, but still. Sort of shook us up. We woke up the next morning ready to give Barcelona a clean slate and wandered all along the Barceloneta down to the city beach. The beach was gorgeous and we fell asleep in the sun for the morning. We awoke, however, to a group of 6 British girls yelling and crying. One girl's purse had been stolen right out from under them, passport and all. Alessandra and I had left all but 20 euros and our keys locked in the hostel and slept on top of our purses, but the incident kind of freaked us out. We went for lunch and got lost down a bad alley. We couldn't walk a block without some boys yelling or whistling. As much as I like to think I'm an independent woman type, the fact is I would have felt a lot safer with some of our boy friends to hang with.

That second night in Spain was the only time I've really felt homesick the entire trip. My friend and I thought about going to Rome to meet up with the rest of our friends, but it was pretty pricey this late to book those flights. Long story short, we got our hostel refunded and caught the first flight back to Holland. It's nice to be back, resting... I didn't realize how much a week and a half of traveling had wiped me out. I slept in late today and we borrowed some bikes from friends and rode the countryside for a bit. Tomorrow we're going to head back to Amsterdam for the day.

A part of me is sad we didn't try to push through being scared and tough out the rest of the stay, but all in all I'm happy we chose to come back early. It was certainly fun to get a feel for Spain though (that countryside is gorgeous) and the morning we left we stopped in to tour the Sagrada Familia Cathedral (pictured), which is just about the most creative, amazing thing I have ever seen. I hope from the bottom of my heart that I get to come back there someday. I love Holland. It's people and landscape has become very homey and familiar, and driving up to the "Verboden" gate felt almost as nice as when Mom takes me to In-N-Out when I first get off of the plane coming home.

Mucho blogging to come. Love from the Netherlands.